Up until then I always believed that life was a certain wayThat things were predestined, out of my control Life was a series of unfortunate events that just happened to meHopeless, helpless, encased in fearWondering when I'd finally lose everything... Continue Reading →
It was a magical sort of day that started with peace, and stillnessUp before the sun, everything was untouched from it's nightly slumberMy breath hung in the airCool mist droplets clung to the particles Making them last longer than they... Continue Reading →
I stood in front of one of the most breathtaking examples of architecture I'd ever seen. I'm certainly one to geek out over gargoyles, coo over columns, lust over lighting, wander and pause around wrap around porches, and possibly be... Continue Reading →
The best thing that happened this month was that it endedSeriously, it was intense enough that it choked my wordsUnable to focus or form foundations One after another, the bricks piled on so heavySome thrown in my direction And stupid... Continue Reading →
One step at a time I made my way forwardSometimes two steps back but always movementMovement builds momentum and more than anything I wanted to move on from the drama and darknessYes, there were so many blessingsThey were the steps... Continue Reading →
Between the breaths there was a pauseA down heart beat where everything stoppedNot a sign of dying but a moment of choiceAutomatic nervous system triggers another breathBut wait too long and it's a gaspSelf preservation instinctOur bodies are better at... Continue Reading →
When I finally slowed down enough to listen, I heard the quiet sobbing of emotions I'd been running fromFearing my feelings suffocating meI pushed them down and pushed onRunning faster, faster, until I couldn't And when everything stopped, I realizedThere... Continue Reading →
Fighting the urge to run, I knew it wasn't a solution Although the overwhelm and fear in my heart were convincing that it wasI wanted to disappear, start overBut I had already done that, and it didn't workI followed me... Continue Reading →
Gypsy Aurora Musings 