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Gypsy Aurora Musings

where the streetlights become stars and fireflies ignite the night

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Walls

I break down the walls, starting to find hopeTo come out of the writing coma to create againThose walls serve no good purpose, but the other ones...The walls around my heart are growing hard and highToo much of everything Not... Continue Reading →

The Weight of My Pen

As I picked up my pen it fell heavyToo long not doing something The muscles atrophySo one word at a time I get it down Word choice matters But in freefall it just comes outFrom deep in my heartThe words... Continue Reading →

Raindrops

The way the rain fell on the windowMirrored the tears falling from my eyesToday I let them fallNot caring enough to wipe them awayThe rain poured down the glass in front of meBlurring my reflection Mother nature cleansing herself of... Continue Reading →

Word Tripping

Every step I take gets more cautious I don’t want to hesitate but life has shown me this is prudent I want to be fearless, take the chance to live and make the moments matterBut with words that feel stuckI... Continue Reading →

Exhale

And when it was over I still held my body tightFor I've learned never exhale too earlyLet's see how hard the other shoe dropsIs it really ever truly over? Or will it come back to bite you 5 years later?I... Continue Reading →

Freefall

Only for a moment was I lostBut that moment lasted long enough To make stupid permanent decisions So I took a breath and closed my eyesI freefell into my words without a parachuteHoping somehow that could save meFrom myself Posted... Continue Reading →

Crowded Noise

As I walked through the crowded streetsI felt more alone than ever Surrounded by people Yet in my heart it all felt like noiseNo one to connect withNo one to confideI wandered alone with my thoughtsA dangerous enemy to keep... Continue Reading →

Midnight Garden

In the midnight garden there was silenceNormally all a buzz with conversations between bugsTalking between tree frogsAnimated analogies between animalsEveryone was silent and stillIt was an eerie moment The garden knew something that I didn'tI was walking into unknown territory... Continue Reading →

Freedom

I finally felt freeI didn't realize the weight of it all until it was liftedAnd I wondered why I didn't do it soonerScared to change, i stayed stuck in sufferingPutting up with the pain, paralyzedBut now, I can breatheI feel... Continue Reading →

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