Decisions made to destroy Wanting to love myself But familiar patterns are convincing Healthy feels good in the long run More than short term escapes That is an abstract concept When the sweets are seductive No longer as effective The... Continue Reading →
Wrapping me in love You follow me No matter where I go You just want to be near me When I cry You run to be by my side When I dance and sing You again run to be by... Continue Reading →
I see you in my peripheral Calling to me, seducing me But it won't work this time I'm tired of your mind control The broken games we play I'm done with you breaking me Today I break free I choose... Continue Reading →
The day before me separate from the darkness The rain came and washed away the hurt Memories still remain Lessons learned the hard way New habits forming Leaving old painful ones behind No longer on repeat My anxiety twitches Wanting... Continue Reading →
Meditation Moments Stillness. Connecting to your breath In. Out. In. Out. Everyone has their own rhythm Thoughts come and we let them go Connecting back to our rhythm We turn inside and find the quiet stillness That has always been... Continue Reading →
It hurts to feel It hurts to watch my dreams From the outside My brain fragmented into shattered pieces Memory and focus allude me Trying hard to concentrate To put the words together Heartbroken, seeking purpose Why am I doing... Continue Reading →
I can't stop.. I unwrap another and another A literal binge I know I'm hurting myself I know I'll suffer later But I unwrap another No amount can make me feel full This is a spiritual hunger A longing for... Continue Reading →
My brain stops, it's frozen I allowed my focus to stray from ACTION To overthinking and thinking and thoughts and this issue and what about that and can we fix this or prevent that and oh my gosh what if... Continue Reading →
Pandemic, Preppers, Preparing for Possibilities Balancing reality, possibility and fear Called crazy before 2020 Now they're the ones writing books and sharing tips For any of those who will listen It's not a matter of IF anymore It's more a... Continue Reading →
