Fighting the urge to run, I knew it wasn't a solution Although the overwhelm and fear in my heart were convincing that it wasI wanted to disappear, start overBut I had already done that, and it didn't workI followed me... Continue Reading →
The resemblance was uncannySo badly I wanted to go with my initial instinctAnd lean into how irresistibly attractive he wasBut I kept pausingYes, he was stunningly attractive Those eyes that drew you inInnocent and mischievous all at the same timeThe... Continue Reading →
Up until then I trusted, I believed I had faith that most people were generally good One by one the world tried to change my mindOne by one I processed the hurt and pain and lossAnd kept trusting, kept believing,... Continue Reading →
The coffee hadn't kicked in yet When I hit save and the screen flashedIn that moment, it had all disappeared It was gone Through gritted teeth I sucked in a deep breathMaking a loud hissing noise as I didA warning... Continue Reading →
The kindest thing I can remember isn't one thingBut all the little momentsWhere time stood stillAnd love warmed my heartAlmost a slideshow of momentsFill me with love and make me pauseGetting out of myself and doing something meaningful for anotherOr... Continue Reading →
Holding my breath I surveyed the situation Knowing so many things didn't feel rightI had to make a changeBut I was oh so scared My head was dizzy thinking about it allSo I exhaled a long, almost defeated breathPushing it... Continue Reading →
Standing at the edge of tomorrow, I held my breath What would this new day bring?What would I create? I'm so tired of passing the daysOne not standing out from the nextI need to expect more from myself againNot wired... Continue Reading →
In the quiet darkness where thoughts take shape...I felt them creeping up my neck and into the base of my brainThey tried to go undetectedBut they were loud and menacingTaking on a life of their ownWith very specific nefarious intentions... Continue Reading →
When the noise of the silence got so loudI screamed out, testing my own voiceBut nothing came outI'd been silenced for so longI forgot what it was like to make noiseOr even how to make noise The silence wrapped around... Continue Reading →
Gypsy Aurora Musings 