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Gypsy Aurora Musings

where the streetlights become stars and fireflies ignite the night

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personal thoughts

Conflicted Sparkles

As the fireworks lit up the sky My dog cowered and shook in the closetFear enveloping him and removing any sense of safety Helpless all I could do was watchI shared words of comfort Although not sure if they were... Continue Reading →

What Do You See

From outside her window She watched the waves crash against the shoreLap lap crash, a gentle rhythm to soothe her heartSitting quietly watching the scene before her out the windowThe squirrels defeating the squirrel proofing on the bird feedersThe birds... Continue Reading →

Bring Your Flashlight

Before I knew it, I was thrust into change againYou'd think I'd be a pro at this by nowBut when the things stack upAnd the nervous system is friedStuckInFightFlightFreezeStuckPanic Dissociation Confusion Hopelessness Going through all the emotionsWe go through the... Continue Reading →

Breath Beat

Between the breaths there was a pauseA down heart beat where everything stoppedNot a sign of dying but a moment of choiceAutomatic nervous system triggers another breathBut wait too long and it's a gaspSelf preservation instinctOur bodies are better at... Continue Reading →

Loving Myself

When I finally slowed down enough to listen, I heard the quiet sobbing of emotions I'd been running fromFearing my feelings suffocating meI pushed them down and pushed onRunning faster, faster, until I couldn't And when everything stopped, I realizedThere... Continue Reading →

Run

Fighting the urge to run, I knew it wasn't a solution Although the overwhelm and fear in my heart were convincing that it wasI wanted to disappear, start overBut I had already done that, and it didn't workI followed me... Continue Reading →

He Looked Like You

The resemblance was uncannySo badly I wanted to go with my initial instinctAnd lean into how irresistibly attractive he wasBut I kept pausingYes, he was stunningly attractive Those eyes that drew you inInnocent and mischievous all at the same timeThe... Continue Reading →

Trust, Believe, Faith

Up until then I trusted, I believed I had faith that most people were generally good One by one the world tried to change my mindOne by one I processed the hurt and pain and lossAnd kept trusting, kept believing,... Continue Reading →

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