Hurt & Betrayal, awkward conversations
Have you betrayed me
Or have I ultimately betrayed myself
Not sure which way to go
Or who to trust anymore
The darkness surrounding me
Is enveloping me closer
Threatening to suffocate me
And plunge me into oblivion

If I let it.

The spark of light still burning inside
Reminds me of one small good moment
The sides of my mouth begin to turn upward
I am reminded of one more
And my heart feels warmer
The light gets brighter
The more I focus on it
The blanket of darkness dissolves more around me
Slowly the shift happens
As I embrace the spark of light
It alchemizes the darkness
Without me needing to try