I never had anyone make me feel so sexy
I never had anyone make me feel so loved
I never had anyone make me feel so important
I never had anyone make me feel so equal
So valued so cared about

So me.

I never had anyone look at me in that way
Or tell me those things and mean them so genuine
So sweet and from so deep in their soul

I never had anyone make me forget about time
And collapse into giggles and allow me to be me
Totally and completely, whatever that may be

I never had anyone simultaneously inspire my writing
Yet make me want to do anything but
Just to spend a few more moments in the sweetness of his arms

I never had anyone be so accepting and make me so scared of the future
Yet also hope for it with every fiber of my being
And go after it with such fierce ambition and drive

I never had anyone make me realize
What a complete contradiction I can be when I’m in love
And how totally scared it makes me because it is so new and unfamiliar

But instead of realizing it in time
I turned my back on love and ran
Something that is so familiar

Because running is what I’m used to
And I never had anyone worth sticking around for until now
And I wasn’t able to recognize it when I had it
So I gave up and turned away
Because I never had anyone to ask me to stay

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