The day before me separate from the darkness
The rain came and washed away the hurt
Memories still remain
Lessons learned the hard way
New habits forming
Leaving old painful ones behind
No longer on repeat

My anxiety twitches
Wanting to return to familiarity
On subconscious autopilot
Not truly wanting, being programmed
Taking back my energy, my power
Designing my day, my life, my future
Tired of the old ways

I’m taking control
While letting go of it and having faith
All at the same time
Taking my dreams seriously
Taking back the broken pieces of my mind
Putting them back this new way
A way I choose
Freedom has a high price tag
But I’m ready to finally make the purchase