Feeling disconnected, not connected to my bodyNot feeling safe, letting others write the rulesStruggling to be in the present momentRight here, right now Deep breaths. I am safe. I am okay.I am proud of the person I am becomingEach and... Continue Reading →
Pen paused, the words were thereThen gone.If I'm a writer, I need to be writing Brain fuzzy, sabotageMemories blind side me Take me down dark rabbit holesWhere am I disappearing now?This is against my will...Or is it?What do these distractions... Continue Reading →
Writing Flowing ChannelingOn the floor with my pen and bookNearby Koda shares in the cool of the fanMy sweet brave companionHe teaches me so muchSo full of innocent unconditional love His stories bring so much joyHe has won the hearts... Continue Reading →
Never again, ever againI've worked too hard for all that I haveRebuilding over and over againBut now I have the non material pieces too He tried to snatch it all awayBut he could not break my kindnessMy tenacity and drive... Continue Reading →
I want to start over, start freshBut I'll still be me. But the boxes I've been put in hereDon't have to be unpacked thereI can be bold, courageous, independent, saneI can live my life without limitationsFree of the handcuffs that... Continue Reading →
No one sees me break No one sees me shake No one sees me in the darkness in my head Wondering silently outloud if I'd be better off dead Trapped by my own thoughts Drowned by my own feelings Not... Continue Reading →