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Gypsy Aurora Musings

where the streetlights become stars and fireflies ignite the night

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personal thoughts

Remembering Who I Am

The darkness wraps me in a seductive blanket of comfort But I don't belong here So easily I can get lost and forget what I'm fighting for Forget why I'm here and what I need to do The light calls... Continue Reading →

Dopamine Destruction

Sitting quietly the pieces come home Put back together I feel whole again My head stopped buzzing My thoughts stopped spinning I felt the peace inside Then I picked it up, just for a peek Let me just look up... Continue Reading →

I Need to Want to

I want to give you all the things we dream of I want to wrap you in love and make it all better I want to bring light to all the darkness I want to erase all the hurt I... Continue Reading →

I’m Sorry I Can’t Fix It

I hold the earth in my hand And shower her with love I wrap her in a blanket of protection Trying to keep her safe from so much destruction Each day everywhere I turn Something new pulls my attention I... Continue Reading →

Finding My Way Home

When everything changes, does anything really change? So many things tossed on their head Fighting rhyme and keeping the words at a distance Trying to let them flow and heal Too many thoughts, too much chaos I feel lost Trying... Continue Reading →

Allowing

Starting over, starting again Letting the words flow, not pushing Not forcing, for it's been too long I have left the pages blank Ripping them up in my heart Papercuts make me bleed From the words left unwritten To heal,... Continue Reading →

How does it feel

Writing words and rhythms through the pain Coping hoping not doping Left that life behind My mind tries to remind me But I know different I remember the hell The lies my mind doesn't tell I don't want to go... Continue Reading →

I Pressed Snooze

Like a slideshow my head indulges Trying to pull the cord, kill the show But this one won't end Over and over, screaming lying hurting But you convinced me it was me And I was overreacting And I doubted me,... Continue Reading →

Normal

I know you're inside me A shadow that came back I try not to think of it Embracing healthy, health, heal But fear seeps in through the cracks We've done this before Lucky and you were gone And I celebrated... Continue Reading →

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