I want to start over, start freshBut I'll still be me. But the boxes I've been put in hereDon't have to be unpacked thereI can be bold, courageous, independent, saneI can live my life without limitationsFree of the handcuffs that... Continue Reading →
No one sees me break No one sees me shake No one sees me in the darkness in my head Wondering silently outloud if I'd be better off dead Trapped by my own thoughts Drowned by my own feelings Not... Continue Reading →
The key to embody compassion is to open your heart and shut off the ego. The ego will often have you filled with judgements of other people, which shields you from being your true authentic self. Often what we judge... Continue Reading →
Masking my feelings to keep the peaceSilenced, opinions internalizedSpilling over to so many other areasWho am I to do anything I wantWhen I can't even speak up for myselfTaught my body wasn't my ownTriggered on so many levelsDon't touch me,... Continue Reading →
Decisions made to destroy Wanting to love myself But familiar patterns are convincing Healthy feels good in the long run More than short term escapes That is an abstract concept When the sweets are seductive No longer as effective The... Continue Reading →
Wrapping me in love You follow me No matter where I go You just want to be near me When I cry You run to be by my side When I dance and sing You again run to be by... Continue Reading →
I see you in my peripheral Calling to me, seducing me But it won't work this time I'm tired of your mind control The broken games we play I'm done with you breaking me Today I break free I choose... Continue Reading →
The day before me separate from the darkness The rain came and washed away the hurt Memories still remain Lessons learned the hard way New habits forming Leaving old painful ones behind No longer on repeat My anxiety twitches Wanting... Continue Reading →
Gypsy Aurora Musings 