Waiting to exhale, I held myself tenseI didn't know what was coming nextOr when the other shoe would dropI didn't know when I'd be brought to my kneesCollapsing crying unable to copeLeft broken and lost, searching for hopeTired of these... Continue Reading →
I finally felt freeI didn't realize the weight of it all until it was liftedAnd I wondered why I didn't do it soonerScared to change, i stayed stuck in sufferingPutting up with the pain, paralyzedBut now, I can breatheI feel... Continue Reading →
So many decisions each and every dayThey have the power to permanently alter the perspective and projection of your lifeChoices to change takes courageOften lacking consistency to create lasting directional shiftsUnless it's something catastrophic causing collapse But why do we... Continue Reading →
Never again, ever againI've worked too hard for all that I haveRebuilding over and over againBut now I have the non material pieces too He tried to snatch it all awayBut he could not break my kindnessMy tenacity and drive... Continue Reading →
Decisions made to destroy Wanting to love myself But familiar patterns are convincing Healthy feels good in the long run More than short term escapes That is an abstract concept When the sweets are seductive No longer as effective The... Continue Reading →
I can't stop.. I unwrap another and another A literal binge I know I'm hurting myself I know I'll suffer later But I unwrap another No amount can make me feel full This is a spiritual hunger A longing for... Continue Reading →
Starting over, starting again Letting the words flow, not pushing Not forcing, for it's been too long I have left the pages blank Ripping them up in my heart Papercuts make me bleed From the words left unwritten To heal,... Continue Reading →
Gypsy Aurora Musings 