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Gypsy Aurora Musings

where the streetlights become stars and fireflies ignite the night

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writing through pain

Exhale

Waiting to exhale, I held myself tenseI didn't know what was coming nextOr when the other shoe would dropI didn't know when I'd be brought to my kneesCollapsing crying unable to copeLeft broken and lost, searching for hopeTired of these... Continue Reading →

Freedom

I finally felt freeI didn't realize the weight of it all until it was liftedAnd I wondered why I didn't do it soonerScared to change, i stayed stuck in sufferingPutting up with the pain, paralyzedBut now, I can breatheI feel... Continue Reading →

Decisions for Change

So many decisions each and every dayThey have the power to permanently alter the perspective and projection of your lifeChoices to change takes courageOften lacking consistency to create lasting directional shiftsUnless it's something catastrophic causing collapse But why do we... Continue Reading →

Never Again, Ever Again

Never again, ever againI've worked too hard for all that I haveRebuilding over and over againBut now I have the non material pieces too He tried to snatch it all awayBut he could not break my kindnessMy tenacity and drive... Continue Reading →

Living a Life of Love

Decisions made to destroy Wanting to love myself But familiar patterns are convincing Healthy feels good in the long run More than short term escapes That is an abstract concept When the sweets are seductive No longer as effective The... Continue Reading →

I can’t stop..

I can't stop.. I unwrap another and another A literal binge I know I'm hurting myself I know I'll suffer later But I unwrap another No amount can make me feel full This is a spiritual hunger A longing for... Continue Reading →

Allowing

Starting over, starting again Letting the words flow, not pushing Not forcing, for it's been too long I have left the pages blank Ripping them up in my heart Papercuts make me bleed From the words left unwritten To heal,... Continue Reading →

How does it feel

Writing words and rhythms through the pain Coping hoping not doping Left that life behind My mind tries to remind me But I know different I remember the hell The lies my mind doesn't tell I don't want to go... Continue Reading →

Flatten the Curve

I would like off this roller coaster I never was a fanThe creaky rattle carsAre simply breaking my mindI really would preferA ride down the lazy riverCalm and peaceful, and a bit more predictable I'm not an adrenaline junkieI'd rather... Continue Reading →

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